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Welcome to Field & Flowers. Est 2026. Here you will find my writing on identity, healing, and becoming with the support of plant wisdom. Informed by lived experience, being a flower oracle, breaking the cycle, chronic illness, long-term sobriety, heartbreak after 40, and spiritual practice.

The Final F*ck U of 2022?!
Happy New Years Eve to you! I'm curious how you're feeling the day before we usher in a whole new year? As I survey myself on NYE 2022, I’m reminded of three emotional states/modes I’ve tended to be in on any given NYE. #1: Party Mode #2: Reflection/Gratitude Mode #3: F*ck It Mode 1. Party Mode: This the mode I recall before I started my recovery, healing and embodiment journey. My primary goals on NYE in this mode was to get as decked out as possible, take as many pict

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Dec 31, 2022
2022, you kinda sucked
Towards the end of 2021, I started visioning out 2022... I had such wonderful plans. I had such lofty goals. The Truth? 2022 was a bust for me (at least when it came to my plans). After Christmas 2021 was basically canceled for me due to Covid, I proceeded (though I didn’t realize it at the time) to go way into hiding as I faced emotional struggle, after emotional struggle… after emotional struggle. And I struggled in just about all areas of my life: my relationship, m

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Dec 23, 2022


I Never Said I Was a Healer
I was recently called a “fake healer” by someone who was feeling angry. I think this person was so mad because they took an inaction of...

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Dec 23, 2019


Spiritual Women Will Always Attract...
men who need healing...even if it's not meant to be. I don’t remember where I found this but it gave me pause and some discomfort when I...

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Aug 23, 2019


Rejection is for your redirection
And it feels like it’s been a while since I’ve really written from my heart. I’ve been pretty busy with my group program TRANSFORM the...

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Jul 20, 2019


Desire and Self-Responsibility
“I want a piece of chocolate cake.” ”I want to build a successful business.” “I want a life partner.” “I want to call out of work...

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Jul 18, 2019


Transformation is possible for every woman.
Here’s how I know it. In 2008... • I was suffering from chronic physical pain and exhaustion from an autoimmune disease. • I was...

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Jun 5, 2019


I Didn't Disappear...
To everyone who ever wondered where I went... There is something bittersweet about this one. I still have guilt attached to a story...

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May 27, 2019
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